01:17 am - ten hours.
i had almost forgotten how
much i hate teenage girls.
theyre so good to me to my
face, but then they get
together behind my back &
talk crap about me. i know
i dont deserve that. im
effing better than that.
there is so much i want out
of life... lately, its been
so hard for me to decide
what i want.
i never know what i want.
i want to be a painter.
i want to be a photographer.
a linguist.
an amazing friend.
a good person.
i just want to be happy.
ive been noticing alot more
lately that there is a fine
line between me wanting to
help people & PEOPLE WALKING
ALL OVER ME. even though im
sick of being called names,
talked about, & used... it
makes me feel better knowing
that its what God would want.
ten hours & hes here<333
Current Music: tegan&sara- where does the good go
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